22.02.2012

Salam................selamat malam....wah dah lama jugak xupdate blog neh....setelah kesekian kalinya ku tinggalkan... I'm back again...ewah...hehe.....lately banyak urusan yang nak kena selesaikan....so mcm xda masa nak update.... harini 22022012...hari yang agak lucky la pada aku...... sebabnya aku dah lulus exam M7(Financial statement analysis n asset valuation) handle by Securities commission Malaysia.... dan akhirnya setelah kali ke 5 aku sitting modul ni....hari aku berjaya... syukur sangat...Alhamdulillah..terima kasih Ya Allah...

haruslah senyum suke!!!...hehehehe..sangat excited.... bukan apa...aku dah penat dok usung ulang alik buku2 M& tu ke opis hari2...hik2...so nnt boleh la melenggang kangkung jelah.... peace!

January ended for 2012 and Now is February......and me? still on the same....uwarrrgggghhh...

Totally hope for happiness 

Salam Maulidur Rasul

We Have been Robbed

Salam semua... Last friday night..we have been robbed...selepas beberapa hari kes rompakan rumah wardina... tengok2...rumah kami di um pulak mengalami kejadian yang sama minggu lepas khamis malam.. kejadian berlaku tanpa disedari tatkala kami sedang tidur...dalam pukul 3-4 pagi... adik aku ajad ada terdengar orang bukak2 almari...tapi menyangkakan yang kakak aku yg buka...manakala kakak aku Mazni ade terperasan bayang2 kelibat...tp disangkakan jg ibu aryan.....bangun pagi2 tijah adik aku mencari beg yang dah siap kemas semalam untuk balik kampung pagi tu dengan aku...cari2 tengok2 beg tu xdak....aku ckp dlm almari sebab ingat beg lain..tp rupanya bukan....tengok2 beg tu ade kt depan.....bila nah cek pintu dapo xde pulak terbukak...cek2 sliding door....sah!!!...terbukak...apalagi agak kecoh la jugak...yg ajad n tijah apalagi....teriak la....buat police report and tukar terus sliding door......harap2 dah takda apa2.....

selepas kejadian:

keadaan tak sama apabila selepas kejadian...kami masing2 masih teringat2 lagi....bila tinggal sikit orang..mula lah terpikir bukan2 dan duduk berkunci dalam bilik....mulai terasa yang rumah ini sangat besar...pantang ada bunyi apa2 sikit..mulalah masing2 tengok muka satu sama lain.... Adik aku ajad agak terukla jugak...sebab dia asyik terjaga tengah mlm teringat ja pasal tu...dan dia jugak mimpi pasal barang2 yg dh kena curi tu...aku pun takut jugak sebenarnya,,,, minggu ni lagi terok bila aku tinggal sorang...nasib ade kawan2 temankan,,,,kalau x...mau meniangis aku dok sorang....memang rasa kaki terkunci nak jalan dlm rumah sendiri ni...duduk dalam bilik...pasang tv kuat2....xnak dengar bunyi lain....dan yang penting jugak...save nombor polis,pak guard dalam phone...anything bunyi pelik2 terus call........

Again And Again And Again...

yeah...again and again and again and again..AND again..maybe its become last or will have AGAIN!!... oh, no.. at this time I'm very..very very FRUSTRATED, DISAPPOINTED, STRESS, and ++ negative thinking... some time I felt want to give up!.. want to quit...and so on..actually, this morning i've an exam at SC...fyi this is the forth times i taken this modul 7 exam...a few days  i do some revision, homework about this M7... I dont know why, my luck is not there... felt so disappointed. While waiting the result outside examination hall, my heart beep so fast...nervously...worried.. thinking about my result... deep in my heart tawakal to Allah.. After getting the result...Oh Allah, what happened... I was cried...and cried...speechless....cannot express the feeling...so sad... until I go to Clinic and get 2 days mc... i need to calm down back. and need time to face "them"... I dont know either want to continue or not... just let time go on........ Maybe I will try for the last time.... after that no more.... please pray for me dear...

its remind me the same situation while I was studying in diploma... Repeat paper accounting...ooo the feeling very sad...and now, its come again...

babai-I'm going to hometown..peace.

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Ameen

My first 2012

Slm...hai all, how are U...hopefully in 2012..all of u have a wonderful day..with Bless from Allah s.w.t... This is my first entry for 2012... A few days was passed...day by day...mean time is running....and most important things I'm now turn to 25...hohohoho...I hope 2012, my journey of life become smoothly and happening...hope so... how about uols? I'm little bit busy right now...because why???? prepared and studying for my Modul 7 again... uwaaarrggghhh..Actually I'm quit frust with my result on that day....just 4 correct answer to be qualified me to Pass..but maybe this is not my luck at that time...I can try another day.. So, I MUST do something to Pass and never give up..... Please pray for me guys...Ameen....

Entry penutup 2011

Slm....selamat mlm...harini aku terajin nak update entry sebagai penutup kepada my blog ni.. adakah hepi ending..sad...kecewa...xde perubahan,,,masing2 punya penilaian sendiri terhadap apa yg telah mereka lalui, capai sepanjang 2011....bagi aku mungkin ade beberapa perubahan yg telah aku lalui..baik yg manis mahupun menyakitkan....normal la kan....apa2 pun kita kena hadapi jugak.... harini aku terbaca satu statement ni " Manusia akan semakin matang apabila mereka mengenal semakin ramai manusia...ayat ni aku dapat dekat website Imam muda Ashraf...setelah dipikir2 kan...mungkin betul apa yg dikatakan itu... iyelah apabila kita mengenal semakin ramai kawan2... setiap dari mereka mempunyai pelbagai ragam yg berbeza, sikap, pandangan dsbnya.. lain org lain gayanya..jadi secara tak langsung kita semakin matang.. bagi pandangan aku la...terpulang kepada anda bagaimana nak mentafsirkannya...mungkin ada yg setuju..dan mgkin ada yg tidak setuju.. apa pun setiap org mempunyai pandangan masing2....ya sekali lagi...matang!..hehehehe... esok dah  31 dec 2011...semakin hampir 2011 melabuhkan tirainya.... mulakan 2012 dengan azam baru...dan aku pon akan menambah lg satu angka...tapi matangkah aku?..hehehehe....

Salam sayang & selamat tahun baru 2012,
cKzenn